Routine

This week my skin decided to rebel against me in the worst way meaning that I had a series of breakouts in the same spot almost right next to each other so I've had to forego my usual make-up routine but I thought I'd outline it here anyways.

Doing my make-up can be rather tedious, since I have a lot of redness and acne scars to cover up, and especially if I choose to do any eyeliner. The most essential prodyct I use (Dermablend Redness Concealer) I discovered while making a list of products I wanted to give to my mother since she works part-time at Macy's and they had an upcoming sale. For the Dermablend Redness Concealer, this was about a couple years ago and for Clinique's Acne Solutions, another essential, it has been a staple for even longer, since I have been using since high school. In fact, that was the only product I would use on my face since I had a bout of terrible acne junior of high school. As for Tarte's Finishing Powder, it was a freebie I chose when I had amassed a certain amount of points at Sephora, along with Tarte's BB Cream, although I have since had to abandon the latter since I neglected to remember that it is $34 so maybe it will meet my face again someday. Another Tarte product, their "Amazonian clay bronzer" has been in my makeup case for as long as I remember and I have no idea how it got there, but it's great as well. And keeping with the theme of Macy's, I discovered Benefit's Porefessional while at a Lush located in a Macy's in downtown Chicago maybe one year ago and still have a majority of the tube as I only use it on my nose. It goes on very smooth and translucent and it's difficult to tell if it's working straight away but as it adjusts, you can begin to notice that it decreases the appearance of blackheads (which I equate with pores).

If anything, I would recommend these Dermablend and Clinique products since I would not be able to apply my makeup to my liking without them.

On Skincare

Recently, my skincare and makeup have been in a major transition phase. As I am running out of my Boscia Detoxifying Black Cleanser, I have started using just a plain white bar of soap as a face wash. Since my skin is very oily and has been breaking out, the bar doesn't tend to dry my skin out at all. Before the Boscia Black Cleanser, I used Boscia's Clear Complexion Cleanser and Tonic, which seemed to work fairly well but both contain alcohol. I was told alcohol dries out skin and is just not plain good for it. Since Lush exists, they were carrying Let the Good Times Roll during this time. It has so far worked the best on/for my skin out of every product I have ever used and needless to say, I am ecstatic for when it gets released during this holiday season. However, as it is September and still fairly warm, I am going to continue using a bar of soap as a cleanser and my newly purchased-for-the-first-time Boscia Clear Complexion Willow Bark Spot Treatment, that I am already seeing results from after just two uses. My enthusiasm about Boscia products is obvious and impossible to hide, since I believe it is the most effective with my skin type: oily and prone to breakouts. 

Since I am on a budget, or just have a very sad looking savings account, I had to put back a few other Boscia products while I was at Sephora yesterday, amidst a downpour which is to say that I am a dedicated shopper (explanation for my very sad savings account). Among some of them were Green Tea Oil Control Mask and the Clear Complexion Moisturizer. For this reason, of not wanting to be set back $100+, I only chose the $15 product (Willow Bark Spot Treatment) which I'm feeling will be used up quickly provided its effectiveness. 

Also while at Sephora, I had originally went in order to buy more of Tarte's BB Cream but had neglected to remember that it is $34. To my rescue came an employee who understood my worries about prices and introduced me to Smashbox's Try It Kit with their BB cream, perfecting powder, foundation primer, and a brush- all for $30. I was enthused by this find because it phases out my Tarte BB Cream and my Urban Decay Surreal Skin Mineral Makeup (which has apparently been discontinued). I had recently purchased another Try It Kit by Smashbox which included their pencil eyeliner, lid primer, foundation primer, lip gloss, and full exposure mascara- all for $19! These kits are extremely practical since you get a lot of product for a great price, and if a product doesn't suit you or your skin, you don't have to use an entire full-size. Another kit that I wanted to try but just couldn't swing is the Draw the Line kit from Sephora Favorites. It includes 7 different eyeliner colors of the liquid and solid variety, one being Sephora's own brand of liquid eyeliner which I live by. I am hoping they will have this set for a while but if not, the one product from it that I have great things about is Stila's liquid eyeliner, which I may just have to buy individually.  

PRODUCT LIST:

Draw the Line

Try It Kit- BB Cream

Try It Kit- Mascara

Boscia Clear Complexion Cleanser

Boscia Clear Complexion Tonic

Boscia Willow Bark Spot Treatment

Boscia Green Tea Oil Control Mask

Boscia Clear Complexion Moisturizer

Boscia Detoxifying Black Cleanser

I could hear you coming so I hid by the couch.
You were talking so loudly, I don't know what about.
You were drunker than high school, self-conscious and sweet.
I never ever felt so cool disguised in your sheets.
But I'm a constant headache, a tooth out of line.
They try to make you regret it, you tell them, no not this time.
It's just a constant headache, a dead pet device.
You hang me up, unfinished with the better part of me no longer mine.
And then you finally found me, pretending to sleep.
You said such nice things about me, I felt guilty and cheap.
You took two steps to the kitchen, and just stared at the sink.
I couldn't hold back a smile, I still wish I could have seen you
Having sex in the morning, your love was foreign to me.
It made me think maybe human is not such a bad thing to be.
But I just laid there in protest, entirely fucked.
It's such a stubborn reminder one perfect night's not enough.

Autumn for your ears

I
How Long    Samiam
When You Sleep    My Bloody Valentine
Between Berwyn and Bryn Mawr    Castevet
Head On    The Jesus and Mary Chain
First Date    blink-182
          Mexico    Samiam           
One Of These Days    Owen
Chicago    Sufjan Stevens
Handsome Boy    Saves The Day
Northbound Breakdown    Lifetime
Fall Leaves    Like Bats
Durian    Lemuria    
Light Breathing    The Lawrence Arms
One In The Same    Joie De Vivre
Silly Girl    Descendents
When the Sun Hits    Slowdive
Handsome Devil    The Smiths
Little Jane-Marie    Smoking Popes
Damp Feathers    Snowing
Sugar Kane    Sonic Youth
The "Z" Sealed It For Me    Spraynard
47    Sunny Day Real Estate

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II
Catholic Pagans    Surfer Blood
MakeDamnSure    Taking Back Sunday
You Belong With Me    Taylor Swift  
Call In Sick    Teenage Bottlerocket
Reprise    This Will Destroy You
Beach Bummed    Weed Hounds
#86    Weedeater
Perfect Situation    Weezer
Shelter    The xx      
Sunrise    Mixtapes     
Aphelion    Moving Mountains
Five, Eight and Ten    Mineral       
Anyone Else But You    Michael Cera and Ellen Page       
Symphony    Michael Cera       
I Was Born    The Menzingers  
Mea Culpa Cabana    The Menzingers   
Margaret Yang's Theme    Mark Mothersbaugh   
Lord of the rings    Malory       
Bassett St.    CSTVT   
Chesterfield King    Jawbreaker       
Gravity    Rilo Kiley
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“Love is not in himself noble and worthy of praise; that depends on whether the sentiments he produces in us are themselves noble.”

—	Plato’s Symposium

 

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Kids

I've been a camp counselor for the past 6 years, roughly, and a paid one for the past 3 or 4. It has honestly been such a great experience- kids are funny, they don't care about anything, and believe it or not, you can even learn from them just as much as they can learn from you.

But mainly, it's just extremely fun and rewarding to know that you might be impacting their lives and making good memories of their childhood for them to look back on when such a time comes. The laughs that they provide are real and they even hurt sometimes, in the best way possible. Kids don't care (for the most part) how you look or how popular you are. They don't care about impressing anyone either, simply because they do not know what that is yet.

People always seem so shocked that I am a counselor but I just say with a smile that I am and yes, it is largely unlike me. But like I said, it is so rewarding to just see them enjoy their lives and have fun before they grow up, while their minds are still young and pure.

 

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A Playlist

 Molly - The Dopamines   The Dopamines          
Attaching Transmittals to Erection Drawings - The Steinways   Gorilla Marketing     Milemarking - Banner Pilot   Resignation Day       
Hey Jealousy - The Ergs!   Split 7"       
In One Ear - Iron Chic   Demo 2008           
Tonguebiter - Teenage Bottlerocket   They Came From the Shadows     
Sunday Morning - The Menzingers   Hold On, Dodge       
Dear Boys - Latterman   No Matter Where We Go!       
In A World Of Ghosts... - Lemuria   AOTU Single Series       
Spit Shining Shit - The Lawrence Arms   Buttsweat and Tears      
Worstest Case Scenario - The Dopamines   Soap And Lampshades (Ep)
Leather Jacket - Joyce Manor   Constant Headache    
Oh, Angela - The Steinways   Gorilla Marketing           
Spiders in a Garden - Lifetime   Lifetime       
Wired Wrong - Banner Pilot   Resignation Day   
Do You Still Hate Me? - Jawbreaker   24 Hour Revenge Therapy       
Timecop - Iron Chic   Demo 2008        
Jean Is Dead - Descendents   Milo Goes to College    
The Dispatch - The Dopamines   The Dopamines         
Call In Sick - Teenage Bottlerocket   They Came From the Shadows       
An Ode To Contra, Part 2 - Latterman   No Matter Where We Go!       
Dogs - Lemuria   Get Better       
The Redness In The West - The Lawrence Arms   Buttsweat and Tears       
Hellbound - Like Bats   Demo      
Arena Rock - The Steinways   Gorilla Marketing

 

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